SELF 1/5 Combination

SELF 1 / 5 is your combination. You have a high sensitivity to other people and the events of the world around you. This sensitivity comes with the feelings but not the understanding and context, hence it is not the same as empathy. You may find you react to the negative energy of others by internalizing your feelings. Low self esteem and insecurity act as blockers that keep you from your true potential. You tend to blame circumstances outside of your control. Therefore, you are rarely able to access the solution, which counter intuitively lies within yourself. This combination comes with a high level of frustration, envy and judgement. You can access higher awareness but due to inertia and apathy you just cannot give it a practical voice. You feel stuck in a world that is against you and you are anxious and depressed with your lot. When life becomes built on hopes, dreams and intentions rather than actions, little is rarely accomplished. Your negative outlook and over-active inner critic keeps you trapped in a state of flux. This is very unfortunate since your own thought patterns block you from greater achievement and from realization. With SELF Level 5 energy in the background you really do have the potential to be bigger than you think are. Deep down you realize this but so far you have been unable to give full expression to your talents and abilities. If you would only get out of your own way and unlock the mental cage, you would be free to live the life you currently only dream about. In a way, that is the good news. A higher state is attainable with sustained effort and a radical overhaul of your thinking and beliefs.