You like to be the center of attention and can be highly successful in business. You can certainly get things done and achieve successful results but it comes at a high price.
This is powerful energy which can be misdirected by insecurity and ego. Your sense of harmony goes out the window, as does the ability to relax the body and calm the mind.
Feelings of low self-esteem are prevalent but are masked with pride and grandiose behaviors. Using anger to motivate and direct others leads to fear, resentment and dishonesty.
Dominating others may give you a sense of gratification and importance but ultimately undermines the cohesion of your team. Such behaviors may also lead to loneliness and self entrapment.
If you have this energy you see the “pie” as finite. You need to grasp your portion or you lose out. This sets you up for a life of extreme competition. Feeding the ego is a full time job. Once engaged in this activity there is no time or space for broader awareness, knowledge or connection.
The idea of separateness sustains the need for self protection and continually sets off the entire cycle. Living with these destructive and depleting energies, leads to dissatisfaction and burnout.
Removing the blockages which are rooted in your fear and anger and will create space for more abundance, happiness and joy to come into your life.